Hot N Cold

Indeed, I should consider giving up something that I can't keep to gain something I can.

I really have been asking myself about this question.

Many knew that I have always not been happy that I wasn't selected to be in the EXCO.

I held on to that hope for quite some time though.

And even worse, I was made use of continuously by a certain someone inside EXCO as a substitute.

Always. And I had to endure it.

Should I follow Jim Elliot's example,

to give up this position as a student councillor,

and use it for more meaningful things like

Studies, Band, Ministry in church etc.

Life sounds easier if I do this,

at least I don't have to ponder about stuff,

get scolded for things I was told to do when an EXCO member told me to

and not being allowed to change things because I have no power to do so.

* Not ranting on EXCO on purpose though,

I just feel that I should be direct and not

gossip about what I think secretly.