Hot N Cold

Haiis... Life can be boring sometimes...I still feel so low... Everyone who knows me must have been wondering why me,who is a happy-go lucky guy feel down... Well,I'm feeling a bit kind of stressed out recently... Many things are going on as you guys will never imagine. Moving house,piles of stupid homework(guess you'll never imagine me say this,eh?)the competition,studying,the swimming classes and so on. Although I tell others to think positively,I think too negatively myself. Well,not to be blamed.I'm an average guy in almost everything,if I'm compared to my classmates. Fitness,studies,looks(should be not good) and the list goes on.I help people with problem but no one help me solve my problems.It feels as if I belong to a different world from my friends. Everyone goes to eat in groups but I always go alone. They go to places after school together but I don't. Not that they distance themselves from me,but they always attract attention more and I ,not even noticed. For example,when a friend and I happen to meet a person while walking,they tend to greet my friend and talk to them,and not even a hello to me...I wish someone will notice me for just once and make me feel like I'm far behind my friends' shadow...